The Kill

Don't really know whats going on with me lately i feel like i'm living for nothing, i cry for no reason i cant sleep.

I wish i never had to wake up ...

I feel people are to busy with there own life's to see that i'm falling down i'm being left behind and i don't know the way back to where i was ...

I don't wanna cry..

I don't wanna be sad..

I don't wanna be just one more of the lost cases i hear about but i cant be sure i'm not one of them already...

People are giving large steps away from me and i cant get why ...

I guess they really didn't like me ..

I have to say he was right when he said '' no one, you hear me!? no one cares for you. Your just a toy, a fragile little toy thats getting old and a bigger problem by the day .. '' ..

If i say i know this then why does it hurt so much to say it out loud ?

Maybe i'm just wasn't ready for that truth ...

You came you broke me down and know you're letting the wind berry me in this land where my misery is queen and my sadness was made king .

Listening to: The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars