"(...) Há sempre um talvez, Haverá sempre um depois (...)"

Ja alguma vez desejas-te ter um destino certo, sem virgulas, apenas com um ponto? Ja alguma vez quiseste ter alguem que te ama-se com tudo o que es? Ja algumas te apeteceu voar e nunca mais voltar ?
Infelizmente nem tudo e' possivel e por vezes nada e' possivel, pelo menos nao de uma facil ou rapida. Para tudo na vida e' necessario sacrifios, por vezes mais do que aqueles que estamos despostos a fazer, mas se pararmos e pensarmos no amanha, no certo, no que nos faz bem, a nossa decisao mudara, porque por vezes o que hoje te chatei, te faz perguntar porque?, amanha te fara dizer obrigada, o que seria de mim sem ti?...

Por isso a vida nao 'e apenas feita por hoje, mas tambem pelo amanha.

So worry about it, cause the last day of your life might be today but if it isnt it sure can be tomorow.

BitterSweet SunDown ♥

Framing Hanley
BitterSweer SunDown♥
I've scribbled out my view on faith
And waiting till timings right
I've sat and pondered and missed for days and days
And nights and nights and nights
I've never been the best with lines
I've got 17 pantomimes
That give away the words I say
And nothing that you should believe

And all we are is a bittersweet sundown
A little bit love and a little bit letdown
I can't keep you around, I can't keep you around
In this bittersweet sundown

I've had a lot of time to think
About where this all went south
I wanted you less and less until noon and dawn
And night, we're all sold out
You can tell me we'll be just fine
Quentin says you got 20 pantomimes
That give away my first mistake
Of not convincing you to believe

That all we are is a bittersweet sundown
A little bit love and a little bit letdown
I can't keep you around,
I can't keep you around
In this bittersweet sundown

Trust me when I say
You would make all the same mistake
Every promise would be made afraid
You would make all the same mistake
You admit you could get away, I let you get away

And all we are is a bittersweet sundown
You gave me every bit of your heart
And I'm the one that let you down
I can't keep you around, I can't keep you around
In this bittersweet sundown
When the bittersweet sundown
When the bittersweet memory now

Don't

Plz don't say it out loud.

Let me not confirm what i already know.

Quanto mais fortes pensamos que somos mais caimos em armadilhas.

Something i needed to say!

Olhar para tras e reflectir sobre o que fazemos e'algo comum, que todos nos fazemos em um momento ou em outro, e'supostamente algo simples e que nao necessita de mais que alguma consciencia quanto ao que fazemos...

Recentemente tinha parado de reflectir os meus erros por nao querer ver, pensar em algo que achava que fazia certo que achava que seria certo mas nao era..

adurante esse tempo escrevi muita coisa que talvez por nao querer pensar no que fazia nao faxia sentido para mim... no final voltei a olhar para tras e vi muita coisa errada e sinceramente eu devo um pedido de desculpas a muita gente ..

Este nao foi o 1st pedido, mas sim o segundo:

Juan, im sending you now the what happen for me to ''move on'' aperently...

When we had our last talk when u came out of the hosp. u told me u didnt talk to her, juat hi and bye but in the next day u were dating her. And i got knowing that from everyone else believe me the 1st to tell me was michele mendes. personaly i didnt believe it when she said the name but than i went and saw it for my self and in thar day i said to my self that if u were already moving on with her... you if u had gotten anyither chick in this planet i wouldve continued going after u but no. u piked her. i though u lied to me when you said u didnt talk to her more than a hi and a bye i though u were happy with her that u didnt care that it didnt matter to you anymore... until yesterday when jee'told me that u werent she told me that you were sad that u werent happy that u lost weight.. after i called the 1st one at school i started talking to sofia and a tear came out and when i got home they just didnt seem to go away... and thats when i realised all i wanted to do was run back to u and say sorry but theres things i have to do 1st...

the 1st is say im sorry:

- Juan im sorry for changing the way i did im sorry for blaming you for something wasnt you fault i shouldve had done that. i was and am missed up... i know my dads right when he tells me to do wat i still can to make things ok with you .. its not that i dont feel anymore its just that i keept everything in ''a little box'' and after wat jee'told me i call someone saying we needed to talk and we did ... and now that someone is mad at me.

Anyone that gets knowing this will be.. but im sending it anyway cause its the right thing its wat i shouldve done along time ago but i didnt... i guess i didnt see wat was ahead of me when i had a chance to avoid it ... i fucked everything up i through away everything and i saw it but i didnt realise it...

So Juan im sorry for destroying ur everything for leaving you and for making things worst then they were.

2nd thing start doing something about it:

-i already talked to some of them and im gonna start pulling my away and i realy wanna make things ok i want you to see i can also change...

3rd show that to you:

-i stilll dont have a very good idea of how to show that besides of letting time go by and letting you see for youre lelf.

i still feel the way i did that never changed i just tryed to keep it way... but i guess i cant.

''A coisas que nunca te conseguirem dizer uma delas e'o quanto me doe saber o que te fiz... ''

Ja alguma vez desejas-te algo que nao sabias ao certo ?

''A vida e'curta demais para arrependimentos e duvidas parvas''

A frase e'verdadeira, mas ha muito mais por tras dela, por vezes mais vale perder esse tempo a pensar do que fazer algo que depois vai dar-nos cabo da vida .. um tempo de pois ...

A vida nao e'feita por apenas constituida por bons momentos, mas por vezes tem maus momentos a mais. E na maior parte das vezes somos nos que os fazemos... sem perceber ...